What I really really want,What you really really want

这周又被指定去学习另一个tool,看英文资料头晕眼花。typing到手指生疼。
每天坐电车很厌烦，期望明年快点到来，搬到新家里去。

J 的体检结果下来了，不算很理想。我要检讨一下自己，平时没有严格控制好他的饮食，
以后尽量多抽出点时间来做饭，在家里的时候少上网。
觉得在日本上班很辛苦。虽然想做好家事，多关心家人，可是一天晃悠晃悠下班回家，
全身的力气都不知道飞到哪里去了。

最近周末我有做饭，平时多是在外面吃。
J 以前也会做饭，现在已经不肯费力气做了。

不知道是不是男人在日本久了，都会沾染上不喜欢做家事的坏习惯？
我记得小时候妈妈做饭爸爸都会在一旁帮忙，两个人有说有笑的。
可现在我做饭的时候，J就只会坐在电脑前面，我自己一个人多无聊啊，还会觉得有点凄凉。

东京这几天一直在下雨。早晚很冷，害的我感冒。心情也很灰暗。
常常会莫名其妙的情绪低落。这个时候最想家，想念家里永远温暖
永远让人有安全感的感觉。尽管自己现在也有自己的家了。。。

妈妈在视频的时候看到我擦鼻水都会念着让我去吃药。
是不是最心疼自己的人永远是父母？
在父母的眼中，我们永远都是让人疼的小孩，
可在爱人的眼中，我们永远希望对方是一个坚强成熟可以依靠的大人。

唯一一件值得高兴的事，是我的iPOD.一直想买它来听小说。
昨天哥哥送给我一个。连夜在里面放了好多歌，今天电车上一直在听，
spice girl的wannabe,反复反复地听，这首让我很喜欢的歌。。。

wanna be歌词

Yo Tell you what I want
What I really really want
So tell me what you want
What you really really want
I'll tell you what I want
What I really really want
So tell me what you want
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
Really really really wanna ziga ziga ha!

If you want my future
Forget my past
If you wanna get with me
Better make it fast
Now don't go wasting
My presure's time
Get your act together we could be just fine

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta get with my friends
Make it last forever
Friendship never ends
if you wanna be my lover
You have got to give
Taking is too easy but that's the way it is

What you think about that
Now you know how I feel
Say you can handle my love
Are you for real
I won't be hasty
I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye

Yo I'll tell you what I want
What I really really want
So tell me what you want
What you really really want
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
Really really really wanna ziga ziga a!

So here's a story from A to Z
You wanna get with me you wanna listen carefully
You gotta M in the place who like in your face
You got G like MC who likes on a easy V doesn't come for free
She's a really lady
And ask for me haha you see
Slum your body down and wound it all around

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta you gotta you gotta you gotta
Slum Slum Slum Slum
Slum your body down and wound it all around
Slum your body down and ziga ziga a!

If you wanna be my lover!